Flying

The light has been switched on! The drug I was prescribed (Efexor SR/Venlafaxine) to help with my (quite frankly debilitating) hot flushes and night sweats is also helping immensely with my mood. I have been more like me now for the past 10 days. I am not scared of going out any more. I hadn't been to the cinema in about 6 months and last night I went. Simple things like going for dinner sent me into a tailspin. I was doing it but I was scared before. At the weekend and last night, I actually looked forward to going out for dinner. It felt like a massive step to be doing it but after it was done I wondered wth all the fuss had been about. I feel like me again!